You don't realize how lovely someone is until you think about the fact that they may not always be there. Sometimes even just thinking about losing someone is hard. I tell you guys all the time that I don't hate anything. But I now think that I have lied all this time. The one thing that I DO hate is saying goodbye. I attended a dance show tonight and a friend of mine was in it. It's her last dance show (at our high school) because she's graduating this year. So before the last dance of the night someone made a little speech about her. I started crying. And during the actual last dance, I cried even harder. I've known Kristina not even for a year, but she's amazing. I can't even imagine what it's going to be like next year. Not seeing her every week in fashion club just sitting there with a big smile ready to just give me her ideas.
What will I do without that beautiful Russian dancer who couldn't look more like a model if she tried? Well...I just don't even know.
So during the last dance they played the song "The Scientist." This is the first time I've heard this song and I know it won't be the last. It's sad for me to hear it only because it does remind me of Kristina...and now it always will.
I'm dedicating this blog post to her.
She made the dance show amazing and memorable for me.
Her beauty and talent are inevitable.
Here's "The Scientist" for you all: (I removed my music player on this blog temporarily so that you can watch this video.)
The Beautiful Lyrics:
Lyrics | Coldplay Lyrics | The Scientist Lyrics
*Sigh* I had a great time tonight.
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